Susan Herndon

i'm told that my website is appearing stale since i haven't posted anything for several days.....

but you know life is tough sometimes....and it's hard to drive the bus, roadie, gig, guitar tech, write songs, practice, do the PR, road manage, office manage, do the accounting, and the booking, and then webmaster.... i'm not really good at any of the above... and it's funny i guess~ you get into music because you love it and live for those moments and you just wanna play and write songs and make music with others and keep recreating opportunities for those moments.... and then before you know it, music becomes a mere fraction of the work.

so it's always nice to be off grid. just out in a place where you can't even get the internet.

you know, i can recall that there was a time when we all did live without the internet....

do you remember?

and still, i like to think that experience is singular and particular to a special space and time.

even when i'm on the grid, my internet connection is so precarious, so low-tech, and so slow, and so often it all-of-a-sudden just kicks me off and out of cyberspace, it's all just too much of a pain in the arse to bother with.

i really love the Earth and physical reality.

and I've been thinking more about cyberspace, and I think that it's training us all to be more telepathic and to use our minds more....

but are we in just one place or are we everywhere and nowhere in particular? 

there is so much distraction!

and the universe is a big amorphous blob of one energy of which we are all a part... if i think of you, it pulls on the mass.... and maybe you know my thoughts.

so if you want me, just think of me.

i'm there.

... or is it, here....